The Fortress of solitude

 Whoever dwells in the shelter of the most high 

will rest in the shadow of the almighty.

I will say of the Lord, “ He is my refuge and my fortress,

my God, in whom I trust.”

Psalm 91:1-2

Play Freebird

 Yep, it’s true I’ve had a rough past.  

Did I brush up against some scary people?  You bet.  

Did I have a couple of near death experiences, sure I have.  

My own family even tried to kill me and that’s that.  

It doesn’t matter if you believe it or not because I know the facts, and maybe I had it coming in order to open my eyes to what it is really all about. I’m not afraid of them and they know where to find me if they want to settle the score, but they better pack a lunch.  

I’ve seen things and done things that I do not care to discuss because it’s in the past. 

Here’s the deal, God determines my future.  Not anybody else.  I’ve had two years to reflect on a lot of things and while I was driving home tonight those words continued to play through my mind over and over. God controls your future no matter what your past is.  

I’ve had to start all over from nothing and it doesn’t matter because I came from the gutter anyway.  I won’t go to the grave without saying I’ve changed everything in my life in order to gain a new perspective.

Yes, I still fail miserably on a daily basis but God controls my future providing I continue to do what I’m supposed to be doing. Currently I spend a lot of time meditating and reading the Bible, and a lot of things on psychology and recovery, not like some religious fanatic but more like a monk. I’m not here to preach to anybody but I can honestly state God delivered me from the Highway to Hell, man. 

Sometimes I still listen to heavy metal but I ain’t going to hell because god saved me.

Laugh all you want but it’s true.  I had to lose all my worldly possessions and my family to get my life back because God controls my future.  Sometimes that’s what it takes in order to climb out of the depths of despair.  Divorcing my wife was probably the best thing that could have happened to me because our relationship was toxic from its inception.  I was a happy go lucky kid from a good middle class family that became shattered when my dad died at an early age and she grew up in world of poverty, abuse and neglect.  Her being married to me elevated her status while sending me into a fatal death spiral and everyone knew it.  A few people even tried to warn me, but it’s too late to bemoan the situation because I chose to remain in a screwed up relationship hoping it would improve while self medicating my sorrows away.  

Facts are fearless baby, play freebird Im out. 

I hate typing on an iPad. 

No one there gets out unscarred

 Sorry the Oilers lost, they gave her everything they had.  Good show. 

It’s a little before ten o’clock in the central time zone and I’m on my first cup of coffee for the day. 

 What the hell do you do, when another one of your best friends dies, your wife runs off and the kids grow up?  Stick around waiting to be raped and murdered at an ATM? You think I’d stay in a treacherous hive of scum and villainy like Bakersfield?  That’s funny. 

Oilers affiliate or not, I bought the ticket and took the ride. 

With each passing year the place consistently got worse until it became one of the most unlivable places in the state.  Hey, if I wanted to live in a third world shithole I’d move there, instead the powers that be saw fit to visit that upon home and hearth. 

It was predicated with the loss of Dan Lungren in the 1998 gubernatorial election.  I told the wife, “It’s over! We must leave at once…”

It only took another 25 years to get out. 

So here I am, a little worse for the wear and tear but alive none the less.  Vaya con Dios.  

 

When life changes from an after school special into a Sunday night movie

 The clock is ticking waiting for life to be over

Another harsh reality for an after school hero 

Ran into a burning building to save a friend

Through the back door where he was dying

After that the cops made me feel like a criminal

I loved that man like a brother 

Last year he died and now I’ve lost another 

Someday I will see him out there waiting by the fence

The same place we played when we were kids 

That’s when the Sunday night movie ends 

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. 

I’ve had enough excitement a person can endure 

That’s why I moved out in the peaceful woods 

With my dog some deer and occasional fox or raccoon 

Life is better because God heals all wounds…

Time has come today

 

I’m still doing fine.  

If you know, you know

 The truth is, you couldn’t do much of anything to make my life more difficult than it already is.  That’s the funny part, I receive an email attempting to extort money and my answer is, okay do what you gotta do, assgrease. 

Either this person has no idea what I’ve been through the last few years or they are completely delusional and off their rocker.  It doesn’t matter because I’m not easily swayed by phony scams.  If you saw all my photos then you know the house was hit by a tornado.  I got a new dog, she is pregnant and I take a lot of selfies to check my hair.  Other than that you’re shit out of luck, I don’t scare easy and you ain’t getting paid.  

Anyway, I met this really beautiful woman and I think she’s into me.  I’m gonna ask her out the next time we meet.  She’s super hot…

Time is on my side

 

 

 Go ahead, look up my peehole, but time is on my side and it always was...

Time is up!

 You couldn’t live without it?  You had to call my hand. 

Well, I call your bluff.  I’ve given you plenty of time to respond, Mr. God Guy.

It’s big, beautiful, white and hard.  It’s a modern marvel. 

It’s my cock, and you wanted to see it, so here you are.  

Now get the flock outta here.  Don’t make me show you my Dick pic.

You wanna see my Dick Pic don’t you? 

Awwww shucks, I knew it.

Tired of waiting

 

 

 Maybe I'll publish a photograph of my cock on here. Do not tempt me. Stay tuned.

Still waiting

 Meanwhile back on the ranch…

Their litecoin wallet remains a little lite.

Litecoin is used by casinos and retailers 

  I’m not in any trouble with the casino but I do know a certain suspicious person with strong ties to the Middle East and Gaza who operates a retail outfit that recently relocated from Bakersfield to Kansas.  See where I’m going with this?   

I figure his relocation expense was approximately 1300 dollars because he’s too cheap and shady to do it any other way.  So he’s going to try to extort the money out of me, tough luck there.  

 This is after he threatened my life multiple times and the lives of my immediate family.  He was even on the local news after his entire family died in the Turkish earthquake, they set up a go fund me for his punkass and everything.  The sleazy bastard had a quarter million in the bank before they ever started his little go fund me scam.  He laughed about how dumb Americans were for donating to his cause.  

  They have no idea what kind human filth this sorry sack of trash really is.  Its flowers and  lights up front, but  behind the scenes he’s a fucking monster.  He terrorized my family for years after my retarded sister brought him here as some sort of mail order husband.    

Of course all the good liberals of Bakersfield such as Hateful Herbie and silly sue would champion this sorry excuse for a human being, my sister among them   

He had a restraining order against him for terrorist threats, just for openers. This after he went to his wife’s work at the county with multiple illegally obtained cell phone recordings trying to have her fired for inappropriate relationships with men at work.  Eventually it was all swept under the rug, as they always do in that hellhole.

In the end she fired herself after divorcing this terrorist throat cutter and marrying after 32 years in the can, the son of a meth cook, from an infamous now defunct motorcycle club from BAKERSFIELD.  Real credible folks there, an officer of the court and a career criminal get married and hilarity ensues…

Only I’m not laughing.  

Update:

The clock is ticking asshole, and I’m waiting for my life to be over…

If you’re all seeing and knowing you’ve seen this post as well as the online report filed with cyber crimes division of the FBI.  Let her rip, I wanna see this.  

Hey, that sounds like a song, I suppose you’ll want royalties?  Maybe we can get discount Rod Stewart to sing a few lines, one more time. Ahahahaha

That’s the second line, I’m on roll, just let me go grab my guitar.

The Doctor is in (walk ins welcome)

 The problem with some asshole trying to extort me is I have no shame.  I’ve been in this business too long to be scared by this weak sumbitch trying to lean on me for Jack squat. 

You want money, then you’ll have to pick up a gun and come take it like a man. I live alone off the grid, with one way in and one way out, I don’t even have running water for fucks sake, but I’ve got the bandwidth to view porn? 

Be advised I’ve got you zeroed in before you hit the gate.  

Please drop by to say hello, me and the dog haven’t had company in a while.  

Have a nice day.

Some people’s kids…

 Hello pervert, I've sent this message from your iCloud mаil.

 

I want to inform you about a very bad situation for you. However, you can benefit from it, if you will act wisеly.

 

Have you heard of Pegasus? This is a spyware program that installs on computers and smartphones and allows hackers to monitor the activity of device owners. It provides access to your webcam, messengers, emails, call records, etc. It works well on Android, iOS, and Windows. I guess, you already figured out where I’m getting at.

 

It’s been a few months since I installed it on all your dеviсеs because you were not quite choosy about what links to click on the intеrnеt. During this period, I’ve learned about all aspects of your private life, but оnе is of special significance to me.

 

I’ve recorded many videos of you jerking off to highly controversial роrn videos. Given that the “questionable” genre is almost always the same, I can conclude that you have sick реrvеrsiоn.

I doubt you’d want your friends, family and co-workers to know about it. However, I can do it in a few clicks.

 

Every number in your contact Iist will suddenly receive these vidеоs – on WhatsApp, on Telegram, on Instagram, on Facebook, on email – everywhere. It is going to be a tsunami that will sweep away everything in its path, and first of all, your fоrmеr life.

Don’t think of yourself as an innocent victim. No one knows where your реrvеrsiоn might lead in the future, so consider this a kind of deserved рunishmеnt to stop you.

 

I’m some kind of God who sees everything. However, don’t panic. As we know, God is merciful and forgiving,  and so do I. But my mеrсy is not free.

 

Transfer 1300$ to my Litecoin (LTC) wallet: ltc1q2z4k84njzdxl3tzyklzvtjx508dhn2p0246gz0

 

Once I receive confirmation of the transaction, I will реrmanently delete all videos compromising you, uninstаll Pegasus from all of your devices, and disappear from your life. You can be sure – my benefit is only money. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be writing to you, but destroy your life without a word in a second.

 

I’ll be notified when you open my email, and from that moment you have exactly 48 hours to send the money. If cryptocurrencies are uncharted waters for you, don’t worry, it’s .very simple. Just google “crypto exchange” or "buy Litecoin" and then it will be no harder than buying some useless stuff on Amazon.

 

I strongly warn you against the following:
* Do not reply to this email. I've sent it from your iCloud mаil.

* Do not contact the police. I have access to all your dеviсеs, and as soon as I find out you ran to the cops, videos will be published.

* Don’t try to reset or destroy your dеviсеs. As I mentioned above: I’m monitoring all your activity, so you either agree to my terms or the vidеоs are рublished.

 

Also, don’t forget that cryptocurrencies are anonymous, so it’s impossible to identify me using the provided аddrеss.

 

Good luck, my perverted friend. I hope this is the last time we hear from each other.

And some friendly advice: from now on, don’t be so careless about your online security.

It’s cool because I don’t watch porn.  If you want to send videos of me jacking off go ahead and make my day, just ask your mom if she remembers me. Hell, it’ll probably make everyone’s day…glad to be of service, weirdo.

Update:  Reported to FBI