It don’t hurt anymore

 It’s been ages since I wrote anything.  After what I went through who wouldn’t be shell shocked as hell.  It’s been two years since I skipped town and I’m better off now than I was then. I lived with this insane left wing Hollywood lunatic for about two months.  She went full on psycho on me so I hopped on I-40 and split, who needs this shit.  I was already at my ropes end and I rent a room from this nice Jewish lady who just so happened to be a fervent democrat.  I was like hey it’s cool we don’t have to talk religion or politics.   Alas it wasn’t enough and she was totally insane.  She had the worst case of Trump derangement syndrome I’ve ever seen. Literally frothing at the mouth at the mere mention of his name. It was terrifying. 

I turned the page on that relationship without providing forwarding information, no need to complicate the matter, she ripped me off and I moved on.  You can keep the money, please just leave me alone.  I’ve had that effect on women in the past.  It was clear she wanted to know me in a biblical sense and I was having none of it.  Plus there was all this other nonsense going on which I can’t disclose for legal reasons at this time, but it sure as heck didn’t involve that nut job.

I don’t want to go into a lot of details about my life nowadays, other than I left California because the secret police were out to crucify me. 

It really doesn’t matter where I live now I’ve established residency in another state, landed a good job where I can stay forever, theoretically, until I drop dead or they fire me whichever comes first.  The divorce was final two years ago and I don’t speak to my ex at all now, I was the best thing that ever happened to her and she knows it.  I gave her the Frank Sinatra treatment because she is definitely not a person I can trust.  I still have a great relationship with my kids and that will never change but their mother is a total stranger to me.  I’ve reached the point of total indifference about our broken relationship.  Just like the old Hank Thompson says, “It don’t hurt anymore.”  

My daughter had a baby and we were always close, so it’s been tough for me not being there but these people weren’t messing around. I blew town with a suitcase and a guitar to bum across the country for old times sake. You wanna talk about trusting god this is where I was like dear god you’re the only thing I’ve got I’m on the road, stuck on the run for reasons I don't understand and I was like please get me out of this.  That’s enough for now.