The future is unwritten

 You can be defined by your past or your future, by moving forward in a positive direction. That is why I do some of the things I do right now.   I've been working out and eating right, trying to stay grounded by reading the bible.   

I've never been a super positive motivational writer, you know. It was more like, if I can't be a good influence, let this be a horrible warning-type of deal.  

In the end, it doesn't matter who did what over god knows whatever, the results are always the same. Death. 

That's the truth. That's been my experience. The wages of sin are death. A dog always returns to his own vomit, you know? I'm done with that. Over it.  

I needed to break away and leave all that insanity behind, and anybody who wants to bring drama into my life right now has got to go. That's all I know. Forget all the people who I thought were friends, because in the end, you reap what you sow.

I thought it was hilarious when my ex-wife suggested we could remain friends after our divorce, and I told her, "You had your chance to be my friend when we were married. I'm good."   

You know?  

Somebody poisoned me, you psycho! 

That is truly insane.  

Somebody tried to murder me, and you are not concerned about my welfare in the slightest, just stick with the narrative that I'm some crazy person? I took care of that ungrateful woman, and I'm repaid with treachery.

I'm sticking with my narrative, too, and you freaks look guilty as all get out!

   

They didn't want to pursue a criminal case against me because it wouldn't stick, since I had almost died.   Looks kinda inconvenient when the poor bastard who was under subpoena gets poisoned the night before a felony arson case goes to trial, and the DA's office is not concerned with that in the slightest. Especially after I reached out to my friend and told him what was happening, he made sure to screw me over after that, making phone calls and whatnot. Sounds about right.  

They still look bad to me, but as a law-abiding citizen, I'm not an expert. Only they would know.   They can write their story, and I'll write mine.